~82 BPMminor keypounding 808s under sparse pianodistant choir swells in the chorusfast verses exploding into shouted/layered hooks. Imagine NF pacing in a dimly lit roommic in handspitting truth like it's burning him.
Model:chirp-auk-turbo
Task ID:a3a6e693463a5ea16169d31d15137eb6
Prompt:[Intro – low, distorted, almost whispered then rising]
Yeah…
Life ain't what it seems… nah
Feels like I'm screaming underwater
And nobody hears…
But you keep talkin'…
Why do you keep talkin'?
[Verse 1 – rapid, intense NF flow]
Life ain't what it seems, nah—it's a rigged machine
Feels so far from home, like my soul got quarantined
Hold my tongue in dreams 'cause the words cut deep
Sleep here on my own, but the silence don't let me sleep
Know I'm not a king—never claimed the crown
So why you keep callin' me that when you know I'm drownin'?
Crown of thorns you placed, then you watch me bleed
Feed me hope, then starve me—tell me that's what I need
Shadows from the past? They ain't ghosts, they're me
Mirror shows the wreckage of who I used to be
Caught me in the act of tryna trust again
You smiled like you cared—then you pushed me off the edge
[Pre-Chorus – building, tense, voice cracking on the last line]
Thought that I was through… thought the war was done
But you dragged the past right back into the sun
Found me here with you—trapped in your design
You like to watch me fall… yeah, I see it in your eyes
[Chorus – huge, layered, shouted ad-libs, massive drop]
Wish I'd known the truth! (Truth!)
I'd have never tried! (Never!)
Hate it when you say it back to me—like it's alive! (Back to me!)
Underneath the moon! (Moon!)
Fallin' to the side! (Side!)
Hate it when you say it back to me—it's suicide! (Say it back!)
Yeah, hate it… hate it… hate when you echo my pain
Like you own the wound… like you made the rain
Verse 2 – faster, more aggressive, breathless]
I've been on the run—dodgin' every memory
Savin' up my cash just to buy some dignity
Ridin' in the sun but the light don't touch my skin
Hidin' from my past 'cause it always lets itself in
Know that you want some—want the broken parts
Why do you keep doin' me like that? Tearin' out my heart
See me fallin' through—yeah, you watch it happen slow
I think you like it, in fact… like you scripted the show
I don't want you to—don't need your sympathy
Wish I never asked… wish I never believed
[Pre-Chorus 2 – slower, raw, then explodes]
See me crashin' down… pieces on the floor
You pick 'em up just to drop 'em more
I don't want your help… don't want your voice
But you keep sayin' it back—like I got a choice
[Final Chorus – even bigger, with overlapping echoes and ad-libs]
Wish I'd known the truth! (I wish!)
I'd have never tried! (Never again!)
Hate it when you say it back to me—it's amplified! (Back to me!)
Underneath the moon! (Dark!)
Fallin' to the side! (Gone!)
Hate it when you say it back to me—I'm done with the lies! (Done!)
Yeah… hate it… hate the way it bounces
Off these walls inside my head… no escape, no ounces
[Bridge – stripped back, intense spoken/rap, then full explosion]
Underneath the moon… yeah, that's where you haunt me
Words like weapons—every "I love you" just taunts me
Hate it when you say it back… 'cause it ain't real
It's a recording of my hurt on infinite repeat
I gave you power—now I'm takin' it back
No more fallin'… no more lack
I'm bleedin' out the poison… watch me rise from black
You can keep the echo… I ain't lookin' back
[Outro – fading piano, distant echoes, final shout]
Hate it when you say it back…
Say it back…
Say it back…
(I'm done… I'm gone…)