~80 BPMminor keypounding 808 heartbeat drumshaunting reversed pianodistant strings swelling like rising panicglitchy vocal chops on key lines. Raw male delivery — breathless urgencyno singingjust intense spoken-rap building to explosive choruses.
Model:chirp-auk-turbo
Task ID:91e3a0faa0d776d36c66347030fb1812
Prompt:[Intro – low, distorted breathing over sparse piano]
Yeah…
I want you… but I can’t let you close…
Every time I try, the alarms go off…
No trust left… just echoes of the last one who left…
Still tryin’ anyway… stupid, right?
[Verse 1 – fast, breathless, packed internals]
I see your smile and my brain screams “trap”
Past scars light up like warning signs on a map
You say “I’m different,” but the voice in my head laughs
“Same script, same ending—watch her stab you in the back”
Every text delay feels like proof you’re pullin’ away
Every “I’m busy” turns to “she’s already gone today”
I rehearse the breakup in my sleep before it starts
Buildin’ walls so high I can’t even reach your heart
You reach for my hand—I flinch like it’s a blade
Trust got murdered, now paranoia’s gettin’ paid
I want to believe you, want to let the guard down
But the second I do, the old pain comes back around
[Pre-Chorus – tense, rising cadence]
Head’s a battlefield, friendly fire every night
Want you in my life, but I’m scared you’ll ignite
The fuse that’s still burnin’ from the last time I tried
So I push and I pull—yeah, I’m losin’ my mind
[Chorus – massive, layered, anthemic drop]
No trust left in these broken veins
Still reachin’ for you through the mental chains
You say “stay,” but my head’s screamin’ “run”
Mental health cracked—barely holdin’ on
No trust left (no trust!)
But I’m still here beggin’ you to prove me wrong
No trust left (still tryin’!)
Heart racin’ like it’s already gone
Yeah… no trust left…
But damn, I want you to stay
[Verse 2 – quicker, more furious, self-confrontational]
I over-analyze every word you drop
Turn a casual “goodnight” into “she wants to stop”
Therapy says “heal first,” but I’m addicted to the chase
Chasin’ normal love with a mind that’s out of place
You deserve better than a guy who flinches at touch
Who sees your kindness and waits for the clutch
I hate that I’m like this—hate the mirror more
See a walking red flag, but still knockin’ at your door
Every “I love you” I swallow turns to acid in my throat
‘Cause the last time I said it, it was the end of the note
I’m tryin’ to rewrite the ending, but the ink’s dried black
Mental war rages—ain’t no turnin’ back
[Pre-Chorus 2 – slower venom, then builds]
Head’s a prison, I’m the inmate and the guard
Want your arms around me, but I’m still fightin’ hard
To believe you won’t leave when the mask finally slips
So I stay half in, half out—livin’ on eclipse
[Final Chorus – nuclear build, overlapping echoes/ad-libs]
No trust left in these broken veins
Still reachin’ for you through the mental chains
You say “stay,” but my head’s screamin’ “run”
Mental health cracked—barely holdin’ on
No trust left (no trust!)
But I’m still here beggin’ you to prove me wrong
No trust left (still tryin’!)
Heart racin’ like it’s already gone
Yeah… no trust left…
But please… don’t make me right
[Bridge – stripped, raw, almost whispered then rising]
If you’re still listenin’… know I’m tryin’ to fight
The demons in my head that say you’ll say goodnight
For good…
I want to trust again—want to let you win
But every time I open up, the panic kicks in
So if you walk… I’ll understand
But if you stay… maybe we can fix this man
[Outro – fading piano, distant echoes]
No trust left…
Still reachin’…
Still breakin’…
Still hopin’ you prove me wrong…
Yeah…